She looked at my carving — messy, uneven, trying too hard — and said: "You're young. You're carving someone else's name into your wood."

While professionally produced, the videos maintain an amateur, handheld camera look to simulate a real-life encounter or "sex diary" entry. Longevity and Verification:

Entry #45: He is cold. He ignores me at school. He told me to stop following him. Entry #62: I found an old photo in my grandmother’s attic. It was a summer trip to the beach, ten years ago. There I am, holding hands with a crying boy. A boy with the same silver ring he wears on his finger. Entry #80: I asked him about the beach. He dropped his books. He whispered, "You finally remembered."

: Written by an unnamed noblewoman in 10th-century Japan, this remarkably frank diary details the author's tempestuous marriage and her indignation at the common practice of husbands taking multiple wives and mistresses.